Maglakad nang Mag-isa

    Sa dami ng nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon, minsan (o madalas) kinabukasan pa ako mapapaisip tungkol sa mga nangyari. Late reaction kumbaga.

    Ewan ko ba. Tuwing may dramatic moment sa buhay ko, bigla na lang ang dami kong dapat gawin. Kaya minsan, nakakalimutan kong magalit o malungkot o maging masaya dahil sa mga dapat gawin. At kapag nagkakaroon ng pagkakataon para magpahinga, hayan biglang bubuhos ang kung anu-anong emosyon. Nakakaloka. Bigla na lang akong nag-senti mode. Di naman dapat.

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    Mahilig akong maglakad. Walang bayad. Mas marami ka pang makikita, maririnig at naamoy.

    Madalas akong gumagawa ng mga monolouges kapag naglalakad. At madalas din na nahuhuli ko ang sarili kong lumalakas ang boses habang kausap ang sarili. Nakakahiya minsan, pero ano ngayon. Malamang hindi ko na makikita pa yung ale na masama ang tingin sa akin dahil nakikipag-usap ako sa wala.

    Isang mahalagang bagay na natutunan ko sa Makiling, ang maglakad.

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    Dahil hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong gawin o kung dapat bang wala akong gawin, kumakain ako. Huling-huli ako. Stress-eating. Hindi ko pa inaamin kanina nung sabihan ako ni Lorraine. Pero heto na, aaminin ko na. Hindi ako gutom pero kakakain ako.

    Kasi naman, pilit ko pang hinahanap ng ibang meaning yung sinasabi niya. Isabelle, ganyan talaga. Heto na ang katotohanan, may magagawa ka pa ba?

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    I am 20 years and 10 days old. My father is 42 years and 3 days old. I'm no longer a teen, according to my age.

FOUND Magazine | Find of the Day

http://www.foundmagazine.com/
While walking, a crumpled note catches your attention. What do you do? You post it here.

Interesting notes and pictures. Bahala kang gawan ng kwento yung nakita mo.

How to make Me

First and almost...hahaha

I got this from DADAF

How to make a isabellicious

Ingredients: 3 parts mercy 1 part brilliance 3 parts joy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

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Finally, the computer is back to its usual speed. Yey. I'll be uploading the overdued pictures in a while.

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The cold is bitter. It seeps through my veins like there's no tomorrow.

What I learned from Mr. Hyunh look-a-like

I am enjoying my IT class. At the beginning of the semester, I thought I'd be really bored with a computer class. But NO! Talo pa niya ang World lit! Nalaman ko na kapag mas maraming icons sa desktop, mas bumabagal ang computer. Kaya apply naman ako todo sa computer sa bahay. Aba! tama nga si Ser!

Nitong lunes, padaplis niyang nabanggit ang mga iba't ibang virus. Dahil dun, posibleng may virus ang computer namin. It's like super bagal evar! That is called a bootware.

Kaya hayan, hindi ko mapost yung pictures nung birthday ko. It takes ten years to open a file.

Dear Bunso,
Pagaling ka. di ka kasi umiinom ng vitamins. Ayan tuloy. Ang bagal-bagal mo na.

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Tomorrow will be my last visit to Agarabah. I will be doing 2 shows tomorrow. Tapos, wala na. Tapos na.

wala na...nasabi mo na

Wala ka nang magagawa dahil nasabi mo na. Kahit paulit-ulit mo nang pinindot yung rewind sa remote, kapag pinindot mo yung play yun pa rin ang lalabas. Nasabi mo na e.

Parang minsan gusto mo na lang mabuhay sa isang komiks. Para kung gusto mong bawiin yung sinabi mo, papuputukin mo lang yung speech balloon sa naunang panel. Pero tao kang nabubuhay na walang nakikitang speech balloon kung magsalita.

Na-type mo na. Pinindot mo yung enter. Pero dapat pala backspace yung pipindutin mo. Wala na, nabasa na niya. Ipagdasal mo na lang na na-disconnect siya nung napindot mo yung enter. Eh kaso hindi. Mabait kasi ang DSL nila ngayon.

Sana ikaw na lang yung na disconnect, para may pagkakataon ka pang basahin yung ti-nype mo. Kaso, wrong timing ang DSL niyo. Mga sampung minuto pa bago ka na disconnect. Wala na, nabasa na niya. Malabo kasi. Tatawanan mo na lang sarili mo.

Wala na. Nasa huli ang pagsisi sabi nga ng nanay mo. Pero bakit ka pa mag-aaksaya ng enerhiya pa ra magsisi. Ano bang nagagawa ang pagsisi? Wala rin pala.

Wag na. Matulog ka na lang. Buti pa sa panaginip, kaya mong magkaroon ng higanteng remote at speech balloon. Doon ka na lang.

Oo, doon na lang ako.

Because I Got Bored During Lit Class

World Literature. The one subject I was excited about during enrollment. But then, I got bored today. That is why I made a list of things/events that I wanted to share with you and you and you and you.

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My IT professor looks like Mr. Hyunh from "Hey Arnold!" except he has no glasses and he is Chinese. They even wear the same clothes. I'm not kidding. Sayang at wala akong kaklase na pangalan ay Arnold.

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According to my Lit professor, Shakespeare is gay and he was single all his life. She wrote Pygmalion on the board with two L's.

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I like getting warm hugs because "I miss me too". Hahahaha.

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I want to watch "Zsa Zsa Zaturnnah Ze Muzikal" for the nth time. Birthday gift?

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There's a mouse in our house. I shall call it Mong.

What's Eating You?

Yey for the internet connection! It's no longer crappy. Once again, I can do the multiple tab thingy. Hooray. I no longer need to play games in the middle of accessing another site.

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I was running late (again) for my first class today. When I arrived at school, classes were cancelled because of the University Day celebration. Plus, free lunchmeals were given away to the students. Yehey, nakatipid ako. Purita na kasi ako. No more spending moohlah for me. And plastic balloons. Medyo frustrating nga lang kasi lagi nabubutas yung mga ginawa kong plastic balloon. :(

The day gets better. Dance class was canceled. Instead of going to Bambang, I stayed at school to join the org's rehearsal. Ganun din, napagod din ako. Oh well.

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Sir Warto (the professor who gave us the oppurtunity to join Anton Juan's workshop) approached me while I was blowing up a plastic balloon (nakakahiya. hehehe.). He asked me what are my plans for the summer because they are planning to conduct a series of workshop for underpriveleged kids. He asked me if I could conduct one of the workshops. Heeyah! Palawan is one of the target locations. Free board and lodging plus honorarium. Makakatulong na ako, babayaran pa ako, at may bakasyon pang kasama! Saan ka pa!

Wow. I have to think about this. This is a great oppurtunity for me. Ang saya! Grabe!

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I want a plastic balloon session. Tara!

P.S. Jod, miss na kita. Natanggap ko sulat mo. Hanep ang messenger mo ha. ;)

beautiful and interesting daw.

DADAF tagged me. kasi sabi, beautiful and interesting people daw. Hehehe




TEN EMOTIONS.


1. are you missing someone right now?
yes. hindi lang isa. kaya someones. :)





2. are you happy?

yes.





3. are you talking to anyone right now?

yes, as usual kuya santi

4. are you bored?
nope.

5. are you german?
no, why?

6. are you irish?
no, you want me to be irish? :P

7. are you chinese?
i can say "ni hao"

8. are you asian?
yes!

9. are your parents still married?
oh yes!

10. do you like someone right now?
yes

TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show:
Veronica Mars!!!

2. flower:
daisies, they are happy-looking flowers! oh happiness!

3. color:
yellow, orange. warm colors. sometimes, I like them REALLY bright!

4. sport:
badminton

5. mall:
The Landmark-Glorietta-SM Makati chain. di mahanap sa isa, baka nasa kabila. nakapag exercise ka pa!

6. music:
I have a chopsuey taste of music. from Spice girls to Sarah MacLachlan, from Queen to Makiling ensemble.

7. food:
Pasta!!!

8. season:

tag-ulan. mabango ang mundo kapag malapit nang umulan

9. animal:
 cat or dog... i'm not sure

10. subject :
World Theater 1 and 2 - My favorite class back in high school where we studied the history of theater.

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown:
Vito, Sagay and Bacolod!!

2. hair color:
black

3.perfume:
rarely use perfume. even cologne.

4. hair style:
layered na sabog

5. eye color:
dark brown na mukha nang black

6. shoe size:
7 or 8

7. mood:
somewhat relaxed, kind of confused, a little scared, really sleepy

8. skin color: 

fair..  I think

9. available?:
haha.

10. lefty/righty:
right

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?
yes

2. do you believe in love?
uh-huh

3. why did your last relationship fail?
because of happiness

4. have you ever been heartbroken?
somewhat, almost, not really. (ang labo!!)

5. have you ever broken someone's heart?
hihi. siguro....

6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends?
nope.

7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?
yes.

8. are you afraid of commitment?
not really


9. has someone ever kissed your hand?
yesh.

10. have you ever had a secret admirer?
nagkaroon, pero nabuking ko rin agad. magaling kasi ang mga espiya ko. :P


TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust:
love

2. hard liquor or beer:
hard. Meztiza ito!

3. night or day:
night

4. one night stands or relationships:
relationship/s ;p

5. television or internet:

pareho. kaya sana PLDT, maayos na ang internet.

6. pepsi or coke:
pepsi. pero iniiwasan ko na.

7. wild night out or romantic night in:
a wild romantic night in .... sa isang lugar na samin lang. wala akong maisip, sa ngayon

8. colored pictures or black and white pictures:
i love my grandmother's balck and white photo album.

9. phone or in person:
in person

10. friendster or myspace:
sa ka pa, kundi sa multiply na!

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?
nope. i usually sneak in. :D


2. have you ever kissed someone you dont love?
maybe, you'll never know

3. have you ever done something you regret?
I would regret for two minutes, then... ta-dah! no more!

4. have you ever bungee jumped?
no, and  I don't want to

5. have you ever been on a house boat?

nope.

6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker?

yes!



7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurts?

uh-huh



8. have you ever been to US?

nope.



9. have you ever danced in the rain?

it was more of jumping and hopping.




10. have you ever had a hang over?

oo naman




And I am tagging my oh-so beautiful friends. :)

2006 in bullet form

Dahil tapos na ang 2006, lahat ng tao ay gumawa ng listahan ng mga natutunan nila sa taong lumipas. Marami akong natutunan, pero sa akin na lang yun kung ano man yun. hehehe.




I'm too lazy to narrate every significant event that happened.
I present to you a list of things/events that made my 2006 a blast.



January

• • Didn’t celebrate birthday with the usual handaan - celebrated with a movie marathon.
  
• • Received my first birthday surprise. – kahit palpak, na appreciate ko sobra.
  
  

February

• • Auditioned for Aladdin Jr. – still got nervous with the whole audition process
  
• • Experienced my first radio interview c/o PHP and NWA – yihii!
  
• • Had to deal with an incompetent professor
  
  

March

• • Did “Pisi” for Batingaw – red corset, fishnet stockings, push-up bra, the works
  
• • Lost weight for “Pisi” and became really flexible – kung ikaw ba naman higaan habang naka second position sa floor…
  
• • Dyed my hair for the first time
  
• • Celebrated an anniversary
  
• • Survived first year in Lyceum
  
  

April

• • Zaturnah Experience!!!! – had a great time working with the crew. Dodong, hindi ko makakalimutan ang noodles mo.Hahahaha.
• • Made a decision and passed the ball
• • ITI workshop under Anton Juan – I survived
• • Met a lot of people during ITI workshop
  
  

May

• • did “Shadows of the Reef” (final presentation for ITI workshop)
  
• • The end of a chapter
  
• • Had a fast recovery from the chapter hubaloo - sa sobrang bilis ang daming nagtanong kung may sira ba ako, oo may sira ako.
  
  

June

• • Beginning of Aladdin Experience
  
• • Nang biktima nang di sinasadya ;> - pangbibiktima daw ang tawag dun sabi ni Manong Carl
  
• • Headed two activities for Batingaw – kaloka
  
  

July

• • Juggled school, Rep rehearsals, TP rehearsals and org – sa umaga, papasok sa school, tapos lipad papuntang Makati. Pagkatapos nun lipad ulit papuntang CCP. Ang ending sa bahay, knock out sa pagod kaya gigising ng maaga para gumawa ng assignment. Ang SAYA!
  
• • Did the re-staging of “Rite of Passage” for TP – once again, the works. I miss the two-piece jungle outfit. :P
  
• • Moved to multiply

August

• • Aladdin officially opened – juggled school, shows and org
  
• • Had to deal with lazy and very dependent classmates
  
• • Got glasses
  
  

September

• • Aladdin experience continued
  
• • Got a good grade in English despite the conflict with group mates
  
• • Survived Statistics
  
• • Watched an awful play – really awful
  
  

October

• • Watched Season 2 finale of Veronica Mars – c/o Manong dearest
  
• • Attended Sir Herbie’s Despedida
  
• • Attended two Halloween Parties
  
• • Aladdin experience continued
  
• • Started dance classes with Neonescas
  
  

November

• • Aladdin experience continued
  
• • Went to Baguio with Neonescas
  
• • Became Annie Batungbakal
  
  

December

• • Aladdin experience ended for 2006
  
• • Juggled 4 Christmas parties - hahaha
  
• • Tasted Krispy kremes for the first time
  
• • Discovered a new favorite drink: Meztisa
  
  
  
  

Happy New Year!



EDIT: Internet connection still crappy. However I was able to fix the format of this entry. Yey!