Nangangamba, nalulungkot, natatakot

Pakiramdam ko may timebomb ang puso ko.

At malapit na itong pumutok.

Plans, Decisions, Mr. Barrymore

Midterms are over. I'm anxiously waiting for the results of some my exams. So far, the ones that were returned have a passing mark. Whee! My History on Political Thought exam reminded me of my abandoned love for philosophy and history. I got 87 out of 100 plus a 10point bonus. That's 97/100. Almost perfect. Yahoooowee!!!

Now I have to worry about papers required for three classes. I am really hoping that my groupmates would step up. I have no plans finishing these papers on my own. No way!

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This weekend was suppose to be the Ulimate! Zambales! Weekeend! Evarrrrrr!!! But father was being father and he suddenly exploded when we were trying to have a decent conversation about the trip. I took that as a no. I could have been an asshole daughter and decide that it was still okay to go. But I didn't. I'm not that insensitive as he thought I was.

Yeah. I'm not in speaking terms with him right now. Our only means of communication are emails and text messages.Pretty pathetic when you think about it. Well, sometimes I have to talk to him to get my allowance. Pero hindi ko pa talaga siya kayang kausapin ngayon tulad ng dati. Parang kelangan kong pag-isipan ang mga bagay na pwede kong sabihin sa kanya.

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Heniwey Hemmingway....

I'm not the oh-it's-valentines-day-we-should-go-out-and-be-couply-couply type of person. I like the flowers factor because I'm still a girly-girl inside. Chocolates are the best. But floating inflatable hearts are a bit too much.

Our school was puking with Balentayms spirit. It was like Christmas. The halls were filled with people screaming "Happy Valentines!". I would greet them "Merry Christmas" or "Happy Birthday". I think I once said "Thank you".

We went out on 14th because I needed to get out after the Father Drama episode 9.5 and not because it was Balentayms.

We ate at Yellow Cab who gave away little bears for their Balentayms promo.

Let me introduce you to Barrymore
He looks like a butler because of the bow tie according to Pol. He deserves a butler name. He will be Abu the Mario Doll's personal butler. Hahahaha.

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I have decided not to audition for Rep's Mulan. I need to concentrate on my senior year. Expect next school year to be dull and boring.