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some kind of spoilers but not really... The Hallows Chat with Witches

Because we had fun talking about Deathly Hallows...
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It started with the Forbidden Forest.  And the trail that leads to it.  Then questions were asked:

What are the wonders in the Forbidden Forest?
Do you Grawp?
Do you ride with the centaurs?
What was the secret weapon that Herminone mentioned to Umbridge?

Hagrid? How?

Do you have your Death Stick? How do you hand it?
Do you need to use your resurrection stone?
How about the invisibility cloak?

Is Godric Gryffindor's sword really long?

Is Dumbledore an expert wand handler?


It was a night!

Oo ikaw.

Okay lang sana na napupuyat ako. Okay lang din sana na nagigising ako ng maaga kung may kelangan gawin. Tsaka kung may usapan na magkikita ng maaga para gumawa ng isang bagay.

Hindi ako nagrereklamo na pumunta pa akong Matimtiman kagabi kahit pagod ako sa meeting namin kung saan may isang nakakatatanda na hindi makuha yung konsepto na gusto na ipakita. Kasi nga di ba, pwede akong pumili na huwag pumunta. Pero pumunta ako. At hindi iyun ang inirereklamo ko.

Gumising ako ng maaga para iprint yung mga hinayupak na ilalagaya sa board na yan na dapat na naming ikabit. Wala akong problema dun, na ako dapat ang magrint. Tutal sabi ko ako na  lang bahala sa text na kailangan.

Dapat magkikita tayo ng alas nuebe y media ng umaga. Alam kong late na ako sa usapan namin. Kasalanan ko yun. Dahil hindi ako nagmadaling maglakad at binalikan ko pa yung relo ko dahil nakalimutan kong suotin. Iniisip ko na kuung paano ako magsosorry.

Pero yung nakakapang-gigil sa lahat. Pag dating ko, wala ka! Pangalawang beses na ito na hindi mo ako sinipot! Katarantaduhan. Ngayon pa lang kita nakakatrabaho at ang pangit na ng dating mo sakin. Simula palang ng pagsasama natin para sa taon na ito. Putcha. Kung ganyan ka hanggang March, mukhang lagot ang trabaho natin niyan.

Ilang beses nang na delay ang trabaho nating ito dahil sayo tapos... tapos.... grrrr.  Hind ka susulpot. Bwiset talaga. To the maximum and ultimate level! Sana natutulog ako ngayon hindi nagpapalipas ng oras dito sa library sa school.

 

Tama na.... Makikipag chikahan muna ako para mawala init ng ulo. Para namang mababasa mo ito.

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Ang bilis na ng internet sa school. Promise. Ang saya. kaso bawal pa rin ang yahoo messenger. Tsk tsk tsk!

so yeah.

I've read Book 7. I call it "The Ultimate Love Team Book". But it was good. Really.
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I should lessen all the going out and sleeping early in the morning that I have been doing for the past week. I feel exhausted. To think that I have no rehearsals or dance classes to deal with.

No physical activity + going out(number of alcoholic beverages) = bulging tummy

My planner seems to be full of meetings (for the events thing, orgs, group study) every week. And sometimes some stuff to do for school (readings, reviews, quizzes). Gone are the days when I have nothing to do. I miss being bored on a lazy afternoon.

Maybe I need to get bored.

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Random-randoman:
    - Bus rides in the middle of the night are full of surprises.
    - I have no materials to use for my research class that's available in school. Damn.
    - Trinoma has a nice exterior. Yun lang. Wala na.

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Gusto kong tumakas. Takas tayo. Tara!

can not be!

I can not be sick. I'm having a runny nose right now. This can not be happening. Especially with Mama's situation. I shall fight this... by resting.

I'm going to sleep. Now!!!

the lost period and other random blahblah

The period is lost. Or missing. When will it be?

-basta...

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I have two cousins who live with us. Both of them are scholars of " Mama's and Papa's Support a Relative to College, Foundation".

One of them joined a fraternity. A big no-no for mis padres and his school. And the thing is, this cousin is constantly lying that he is already a neophyte. And he is trying to get away with it by telling more lies. C'mon cousin, si Papa pa mauuto mo, eh fratboy yan eh. At ganyan din ang pinaggagagawa nya dati. Tsk tsk tsk. Maling tao ang inuuto mo.

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Oh look. One month. Aba nga naman.

Changes

Because of Mama's current situation, Papa has become a health buff. No more sudden trips to Burger Machine for an ultimate double burger. Oh ultimate double burger! You will be truly missed. But that will not stop me. Hehehehe.

Again, I'm trying to be all positive about this. Although there are times when my wild imagination would show possible future scenarios. And they are not good at all. That scares me. A lot. To counter this, I try to think of something happy or funny. Then that something would lead to something memorable that's related to Mama then it will bring me back to something scary.

I really hate this. But I will stick with the family.



I've been trying to keep Mama's stress level really low. I don't tell how shitty my day was. Or rant how my shoes were misplaced. As much as possible, I only tell her good things.

And she won't be taking chemo. She'll be taking this alternative medication which involves a certain diet. I am now pressured to eat all the greens that she is eating. I am taking itty-bitty little steps. Mongo sprouts today, brocolli tomorrow (or something like that).


THOUGHT:
If you torture nature, nature will confess.