Thursday, September 17, 2009

Trial and Error

Life has been like a long experiment. I try something and if it doesn't suit me, I make a mental note that that does not work and move on to the next adventure. This year has been full of surprises and I'm sure 2009 will have more for me.

I've tried a lot this year. I'll make a list once the year ends.


My life is starting to have structure. Aside from knowing what I don't want to do, I now know what I want to do. It's something that I have been rambling for the past two years. I'm taking little steps to get what I want. I'm trying to sort out my priorities especially with my moohlah. Although sometimes, I can't help splurging on myself like SHOES! and FOOD!

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I was heading home from the rehearsal of Anna's opera, I'm her Production Manager, then on my way out of College of Music, there was fog everywhere. At first I thought my eyes have gone really bad, but the students at the entrance were talking about it and that's when I realized that there really was fog.

I didn't mind the cold while waiting for a jeep in my shorts and thin jacket get-up. Good thing I brought my scarf, I just don't want to lose my voice with the four shows this weekend. The jeepney ride wasn't eventful but somehow I felt giddy. Christmas season. I haven't been this excited about Christmas for a long time. It's not December yet but I am really excited to see christmas lights and wearing sweaters to fight the cold.

I am in a good place right now. I like where the universe has put me. I'm excited for the surprises it has for me for the rest of the year. I like this feeling, I don't feel lonely or useless.

Thank you '09. All's mine, indeed.

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