Why I don't write here... for now

Ever since 2010 came, a lot has happened. A lot of unexpected things came tumbling after, falalalalala.

Not that I loathe them. I actually like most that has happened. I just trying to keep these moments to myself. And many of the things that have happened are too sensitive to be discussed with the great public.

In short, I am afraid I might over share. Spill secrets that are meant to be kept. And so, I write with my good old pen and notebook.

Lahat ay aten, MAKE IT HAPPEN sa 2010

"All is mine sa '09" was a great roller coaster ride. I finally finished my degree, worked full time as a freelance person (so many rakets, so many facets) and faced and conquered my worst black hole to date.

All was mine, indeed. I met new people, worked with different circles, reconnected with old friends and discovered more about myself. I may have been single throughout the year, but it never bothered me. In a sense, I was able to prove to myself that I am my own person.

I guess one of the biggest risk that I took was cooking for my family for the New Year's feast. I was especially proud when Mama gave her approval of my simple Bake Macaroni. (JK, magluluto na ako next time sa Masigla!)

What a year. All was mine. I owned it. You owned it. We all owned it! It was great to be surrounded by people who supports you to grow and be a better person. It was great that they were there to keep me grounded. They allowed me to cry, wallow in my black hole and were there when I found the light again.

2010 is very promising. Everything will happen in 2010. Year Two Thousand X will either bring 2000 kisses or 2000 controversial moments. Hahahaha. Bring it on, 2010. I am so ready to face you!

 

My brother has a Mojo Jojo tramp stamp

And I still find it funny whenever I say it outloud. Hahahaha.

I'm thinking of moving to a new blog soon. Multiply is slowly becoming a desert like Friendster. I looking at other possible sites for a new blog. Maybe... just maybe, I should revisit my abandoned LJ. It has only two entries and 1 friend. Oh lookie! It has two friends now. Or I could also also create a new account and not abandon it this time. I'll think about.

Manong has a Mojo Jojo tramp stamp! I love it!

I suddenly felt a pinch of sorrow in my heart

I do not know where it came from. But it felt like having your heart broken. Perhaps I have been missing a lot of people lately. Or maybe because I have been longing for something that I know I will not have in the immediate future.

I mostly contented in the past few days. I haven't been sad or close to that.

Weird. Somehow, it reminded me of all the heartbreak I've had.

Ang misyon ko sa buhay ay ipagtanggol ang sangkatauhan mula sa mga mumu

Kagabi...

Sarah: te chab!
Sarah: where have you been?!
Sarah: aber aber aber. hehe.
isab: Sorry di kita nasagot kagabi.
isab: naglalaro ako ng Plants vs. Zombies
isab: hahahaha
Sarah: wow.
Sarah: understandable. hahahaha.
isab: Hahaha
isab: di ba napakaproductive ko
Sarah: haha. you're never really productive unless nakapagtanim at nakaharvest ka na sa farmville.
isab: sorry hindi ko nilalaro yun
isab: ang misyon ko kasi sa buhay ay protektahan ang sangkatauhan mula sa mga mumu
Sarah: ako man
Sarah: hahahahahahahahahaha
isab: hahahaha
Sarah: you're very righteous
isab: indeed
Sarah: hahaha

Kung kaya't hindi ako magsasaka. Isa akong mandirigma laban sa mga mumu at bakulaw.

Random List(s) - - - Really Random

I haven't been writing much here. I'm either too tired or I just can't put into words what I really want to say. There were a lot of times when I would be staring on this blank space, attempting to fill it with sense.

So I have decided to updated this with some random list of events, plans and other things that I can think of.

• Today I snapped at my favorite kids, I sort of raised my voice because I found them irritating playing in Mama's room. I feel guilty. I wasn't asleep or watching TV. I was just playing Plants vs. Zombies. Stupid of me to do that.
• The other day I drew aliens on my face for Jack and the Beanstalk. They were really cute. For today's show, I drew Christmas Elves as part of our Christmas theme. They were cute too.
• Two weeks ago, Sarah and I were sitting in a field in UP. While we were watching the sunset, an old couple got of their car beside it. After awhile, there were in each others arms, laughing. We were gushing at how in love they were with each other.
• I have told friends that men seem to disappear in my life. Looking back, maybe it's me that disappeared from them.
• If the greatest risk of 2009 pushes through, I am planning to cut my hair really short.
• I'm excited for Christmas but somehow I am not in the mood to give gifts this year.
  
• I have a new phone, I named her Chedeng. Tsinelas, my MP3 player, has retired.
• I want to swim.
• I am a bit disappointed with some people in my life. Yun lang.

Some day, I'll be great again.

Dr. Seuss

"You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. You are the guy who'll decide where to go." ~Dr. Seuss

Salamat Sarah! Salamat Dr. Seuss!