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Despite all stress and the technical disasters, the time traveling hosting was a success.

But the 3am Dimsum moments with Jk, Santi and Sarah was my favorite, except for the part where they forgot to give me the instructions on when to turn going to Tomas Morato. It took us more than half an hour to get to Morato from Greenhills.

And now off to the next adventure.

Too Many Things in My Mind

I guess I was overwhelmed with the adrenaline rush that I have forgotten that there are a lot of things that I need to deal with. I do not know how I'd be able to survive this wave chaos in my mind. But I know I will.

I started dispersing these thoughts that are disturbing me by talking to different friends on different issues. It's like assigning my problems to my friends.

I guess I should have dealt with these early on. I kept saying to myself that it's not yet the right time, I still don't have the answer. But now, they're slowly morphing into monsters that haunt me even in my happiest moments. I cannot focus. I cannot concentrate. They feed on my endorphins.

I know I'd be able to conquer them and crush them like they never existed.

Life can be a real pain in the ass sometimes.

May nagtanong sa akin kung hindi ba ako maghahanap ng totoong trabaho

Ang sabi ko "Hindi ba ito totoong trabaho? Pumapasok ako at binabayaran. Alam kong totoo ang lahat ng ginagawa ko."

Nang ikwento ko ito kay Jk, sabi niya "Oo nga naman, totoong trabaho ang ginagawa natin."

I may not have a regular job nor receive a 13th month pay at the end of the year, but I have accepted that I am not unemployed. I refuse to call myself a bum, I have been very productive.

Freelancer ako. Amen.

Kamalas-malasan nga naman, oo.

I was sick (again) this week and I was stuck home. It was okay to watch TV. But after awhile I got tired of it. Cable channels have repeating the Michael Jackson Memorial. I already memorized what Paris said at the end of the tribute.

How about internet, you ask. NO INTERNET! NO LANDLINE! PLDT had fiber optic chorva problems that need major repairs. The whole Libertad had no internet since Monday. I couldn't get any work done even as simple as sending emails. I'm currently abusing the Krispy Kreme internet. May donut ka na, may internet ka pa!

The cats played with my meds. I left it on the dining table last night and then my brother saw it on the floor around 3am. When I went down for breakfast, four capsules were missing and the rest had scratches on it, one was half open. We're afraid that they might have swallowed it or something.

Three weeks ago, a guy was jacking off in the jeep that I was riding. And he was sitting right in front of me. The driver didn't notice but I sure did. It was horrible and disgusting and creepy. Ask me personally about this story, I'll give you the horrible details.

Some friends weren't able to watch my closing show in Labfest, they weren't able to get tickets. Ang nakakainis lang, ang dami pang bakante sa loob ng theater. Hay.


Oh well. I don't want to end this on a negative note. A lot of good things have happened. The Labfest cast party was soooo fun! Tapos nakalibre pa ako ng mango juice! Horay!

I finally saw Santi! Horay!

I'm recovering now. A few more rounds of anti-biotics and I'll be good. I can't get sick anymore. I have already filled my sickness qouta for this year. Plus I can't afford it. Hahaha.

Ayun lang. Yung ibang bagay sa buhay ko, masaya naman. Nakakalito lang paminsan-minsan.

Kaya dapat galingan!

Avoiding another post-prod depression, thus I blabber about how crazy life will be after Sunday

After every production, there's the Post-Prod Depression. One would feel weird about having all the free time in the world after weeks of rehearsing everyday. Nostalgia will definitely be there pointing out the silly moments during rehearsals, laughing at playtime during shows and all those unexpected events that you wished never happen but still happened.

I don't think I'll be feeling that after Labfest. My life after Labfest consists of juggling rehearsals, mini rakets, Sipat Lawin work and researching for the JK-Isab project.

I do thank my parents for not pressuring me to find a "real" job or a regular job with regular hours and regular pay. Still, I feel the pressure from my college peers who often update their facebook status with "nkAkApAg0d w0rK".

I am not complaining. Hell, I don't mind if I don't get rich soon. But everything feels good at the moment. I might have my sudden rants on being tired and poor but nothing beats the excitement of waking up everyday and being able to do what you truly enjoy.

I still don't know how long I'd be able to keep up with this. I'm still enjoying the ride.

In the meantime, I savor extra moments I get to spend with friends talking like we haven't seen each other for weeks. Parang hindi kami nagkikita na sa totoo ay halos araw-araw kami nagkikita at nagkakamustahan. Hehehe.

Oh life! Oh reality! Oh happiness!

Topless Robot - Bonus! Rob's Transformers 2 F.A.Q.s!

http://www.toplessrobot.com/2009/06/bonus_robs_transformers_2_faqs.php?page=1#
Ahhh... Now I understand everything. Or not.

Virgin Labfest 5

http://www.culturalcenter.gov.ph/event.php?event_id=140
You can download the summary and schedule for Virgin Labfest 5 here.